Monday, June 22, 2009

On Love (A Brief Tale In Five Vignettes)

What is love?



i. Lava

Love is the simmer of bubbles that breathe out on the stove, where you either find your balance above the water or submerge and boil. Either way, your heart becomes marked forever.




ii. Anchor

Love is the sharpest end of an anchor, weighty and piercing through your heart. But you don't say a word as it drags you with the ship far from home, to places and feelings unfamiliar. For some reason, it's okay to die bleeding, facedown, if it is for him. Even if he doesn't know a thing.




iii. Skin (Part 1)

Love is the stranger who came to your bed one night and turned your skin inside out. When you look in the mirror the next morning, you are scared by this new skeleton girl, all blood and pulses and gleaming bones. Then you see the exaltation on his face when he lays eyes on you, and suddenly your new body is an old friend.




iv. Skin (Part 2)

(in a future parallel dimension, you are both dead by your own hand. again there is a mirror, and again your old skin reappears. you don't recall it being this hideous before, and you try to stretch it back to how it was before, and all the while it hisses and claws and screams at you.)




v. Scarecrow

Love is a scarecrow in a vast lonely field, chasing away birds that never come. The other scarecrows do not like him; he never joins them when they mourn (for scarecrows need to weep too and it hurts beyond anything you know that they can't). But their empty eyes don't see the little sparrow nestled in the pocket of his tattered shirt, singing about the silliest things. They don't understand the strange way the wooden corners of the slash across his face always curve upwards now. They think he has a disease.

3 comments:

  1. Yanna, these are short and sweet. Succinctly beautiful. The only vignettes I ever wrote were Spike/Buffy fanfic :P These should be compiled into a book.

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  2. Oh, thank you. :)

    I haven't written fanfic since joining uni. Do you have any good ones that I can read? :)

    So you're a Spuffy shipper then? I like them better than Angel/Buffy but for some reason my fave couple was Oz/Willow, and I was really sad that they had such a short run together on the show.

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  3. Yes, guilty as charged. I am so the Spuffy shipper. Was once quite the Bangel til I saw how futile it was :p Joss was so bent on making them the ultimate starcrossed couple. And yeah, was a Oz/Willow fan meself, and cried my eyes out watching 'Wild at Heart'.

    Do keep writing more. I enjoy these. I'll try digging up any of my old fanfic vignettes if I can find them. They are so short that I used to scribble them on corners of my notebook and such. Mostly they are about the last moments in 'Chosen' and 'Not Fade Away'.

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